Well I managed to sob in shop buying his birthday card day before (he left me on his birthday!), me and his girlfiremd sobbed at brekkie as card was very sentimental (he didnt he laughed at us)
and I howled the airport down at departures. I had a little sob at brekkie this morning. Think I may be all sobbed out. God it was quiet in the house last night, even Tilly was quiet.
